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So I was re-reading the last chapter of The YouTuber after I have posted it for a day and I found something and it made me kinda laugh. On this part:

She was like a deer caught in red lights.

“Um... why are you still awake?” She asked.

Of course, typical Risa. “I was asleep before. But I was woken up by a certain someone.” I lied smoothly. Well, it wasn’t totally a lie, I was lying on my bed falling asleep when I heard the door click.

Chris lied to Risa about him going to sleep and on this part:

I didn’t like not talking to my sister but if there is one thing I hate besides sweet things are liars.

I hang out with my friends during the weekend so as to not see the liar I called my twin sister.

Monday came and she rode along with me to school. She tried talking to me but I tuned her out by turning my stereo on full blast. I can sense her annoyance but I just needed my time.

I’ll come around.

Chris said that he hated liars. It's ironic isn't it? LOL

Literally.

I spent my whole day lobbing quadrants at different kind of fields and counting the different varieties of plants. One's that I can vaguely remember are:
Creeping Clinquefoil (I could never say this word)
Common Plantain (it really is common. I'm not even joking.)
Grass...
Bristly Ox-tongue
Dandelion
Wild Carrot
[something] meadow [something]
Ragfield? (I'm not sure about this one)
[something] Ox-tongue (this one's different from the other one)

And let's see... what else were in the fields... um... ants, cricket (or was it a grasshopper? either one), spiders and a lot of bugs and there's a lot of rabbit poo... I wasn't really happy about that one but I didn't mind.

The wheather was nice when we got there this morning, but it kinda rained when we were out on the fields and I forgot my umbrella in the room and I didn't bring any coat. All I had was my hat and my jacket, so obviously I got wet together with one of my groupmates who is also unprepared. LOL. 

It didn't rain after that downpour. BTW! We had free tea and coffees because of that :D 
...and i was a bit hyper after because of the coffee... I swear fairtrade coffee's makes me high! I don't even know why I'm in the fairtrade team! 
Oh! just remembered, it's because it'll look good on my records...

After that, we went to the pond to have a little idea of the fishes that are in there by dipping a net and swirling it in a 8 kind of motion. We caught some amazing thing like a diver beetle larva! haha. We also caught some small fishes, other beetles, snails, erm something spider (can't remember the name) and well a lot of vegetations...

It was hard trying to separate the vegetations from the fishes and such - took us a whole lot of time. And i think the other group caught a blood worm or something.

Then I had to endure a 45 minutes drive home (It felt like forever). I have a little motion sickness but I don't vomit or anything! My tummy just feels uncomfortable and such. It's not really a big deal but I still don't like it. 

P.S. Michael Jackson's dead... :(

 Now that my exams are over, I finally have the time to write to my heart's content! (providing, i don't get any writer's block) 

My 3rd overall multi-chapter and 2nd multi-chapter on FP is now up! Well, as you can read from the title of my post the story has something to do with YouTube but it is mainly about Risa and her singing. It is romance and I'm not really good at classifying things to different genres so I'll leave the other genres that comes with it to you to ponder about.

Here is the summary for this story:
( The YouTuber Summary )

 And as a bonus here's a little snippet from the first chapter:

 

( Little snippet from chapter 1 )

 

For now, 2 chapters are up on FP so if you liked the snippet please click this link to read more.

 psh... my head's a bit funny today and i'm a bit dizzy. lol. 

Enough of my funny head, I'm here to bring about some news of my story MA.
I'm thinking of stopping. But i'll probably pick it up again someday, just not now. I think MA need to be re-written because the plot's been messed up by non other than me. (let's clap at sayami's stupidity!) haha. 
So yea, I might stop and put MA in hiatus for the moment. I think I'll focus on my studies and maybe writing short-stories. I have another multi-chapter (It's called Fortunate Contract) ongoing on my other blog but I don't plan on putting it up in FP - not now at the very least. I want to make sure that I won't stop and that I can finish it before putting it up in FP because i don't want it to be like MA, if you get my drift. 

That's it i guess and my head's really going funny... I'm going to take a quick nap. 
Ciao!

 *phew* it's been a week! haha. I'm done with all of my exams but one. Mechanics. 
To start with, i'll prolly revise tomorrow. It's a bit worrying since we haven't really finished the course - blame goody fellow (my teacher not his real name) for it. He was supposed to teach us mechanics for the duration of a year but he seemed to have forgotten about it by then end and just continued with Physics. The next thing we know, he passed the subject to our poor C2 Mathematics teacher. *sigh* i want to pull his hair out! actually, i take that back... i don't want to touch his hair.... :/

Moving on, I went to Adventure Island today (it's a theme park near my house) and went on all the extreme rides. Except one, because i felt really sick and couldn't get on it - yes, i know, i'm pathetic. har har har (insert lots and lots of sarcasm here) ...  It wasn't really my idea to got to the theme park when i'm feeling ill and i think we were out of our minds to even go there when it's raining. I was actually shivering when we went on the Pharoh or whatever it's called. It's a ride where you sit on this little carts or maybe cars? and you go around really fast. It was fun but it was just cold. BTW, i didn't like riding on the scorpion. It's basically a more extreme ride than the Pharoh but the cars where rocky and it's faster. It's like a swing doing a fast 360 flip and it made my head go funny. Despite my head feeling funny and almost having hypothermia from the rain and the cold wind, i had fun and enjoyed the whole thing while it lasted. It would have been better if it's sunny, but i'm in Britain and British weathers are really unpredictable. 

 Just a quickie post since i've noticed that i haven't posted anything for about a week.

I am still buried with my revisions... wonder when i can finally not worry about exams and just live. I envy people who have finished school but then again, they probably envy us who is at school. haha
Hayys.... exams, exams, exams... i know i sound like a broken record always going on about exams, but what can i do? It is that season after all. Jeez. Trust me next year, at this time of the year i'll probably rant again about exams and go endlessly about it. haha.
So, people, how have you all been doing? As you know, i'm currently drowning in loads of papers strewn all over my room. Hehe. It's not that messy really, it just looks like it rained of papers. LOL. 
Good luck to all people who are in the same boat.
I feel for all of you. (Well, if you're one of those people who doesn't really feel nervous or anything good for you.)
Haha. God bless everyone!
Adieu! :P

This is a random post for sayami to declare her all time favourite manga/anime.

Haha. Yes, that's right. The following is my favourite manga/anime that i would never get tired of, however many times I read or watch them: (in no particular order)

• Detective Conan
• Skip Beat
• Full moon wo sagashite
• Ghost hunt

There you go. I don't know how many times i've read and watch them, but whenever i do, i always get excited and couldn't stop. Haha.

 oh, can you please?
I really need it right now... T_T

Physics and Citizenship are all done. One year worth of work all in those papers.
Physics was alright, however, Citizenship was bad. haha! i prolly failed citizenship.
All i have to do now is to revise for C2 Math.

So please give me my brain back. 
Ah~ i feel like its saturday tomorrow...
~how wonderful it is to just lie down and sleep.

P.S. this does not make any sense...

Yay! Another post! haha!

Anywhos, What's up everyone? me?
Well, i've been really busy this week. When was i not busy?
Haha! So, i was busy this week due to revisions. My exams are in 4 days time and I'm in the process of revising, or at least, 'trying' to revise. Yes, I'm not sure why but whenever I open my laptop, revision is always completely forgotten. This also explains why i haven't posted any entry for the past few days.

I am also contemplating about what to take for university next year. I decided I want to do medicine but see, the problem is, am i good enough to take medicine?
Because of this reason, i'm trying to look for a back-up course and I'm also thinking of whether i should resit my English GCSE or not.
I didn't really get the grade i needed. I am aware that some medical school accepts my grade but see, if i got a higher result then i could apply to a much better university.

With that, i end my rare post. :P
Adios amigos and amigas *waves*

1. Go get a job! (lazing around during the summer is a good idea but i need moneh!)
2. Catch up with some good anime she missed. ( This i must definitely do. I missed all the good series last season T_T)
3. Apply for an evening sculpting class (fun! fun!)
4. Interview a professional sculptor (i don't really fancy interviewing people... if only i don't have to do it!)
5. Do work experience in the theaters (something to look forward to)
6. Clean her desk. (yea, old unneeded stuffs need to go. sorry!)
7. Read some good mangas
8. Finish writing MA (i really need to >_<)
9. sleep to her heart's content.
10. Study. (no matter how opposed i am on this last one, i still have to do it.)

I smell the grilled eggplant over here! I'm getting hungry! lol!

Heyo folks!
Haha! I haven't posted for a while, that always happens so i thought maybe you're used to it by now. *evil grin*
So, I'm super mega duper deadz because i haven't done my coursework that's due in tomorrow and it's already *looks at her watch* (why is it in military time? >_<) 6:36 pm. O_O
oh! did i mention i have 2 mock exams tomorrow, 2 essays for tomorrow as well, which btw i haven't done still and tons of homework piled on my desk?
now do you get why i'm totally dead tomorrow?

Where did 2 weeks of vacation go?
don't ask me. i wanna know the answer to that as well.
GEEZ! what did i do during the last 2 weeks? (really wants to pull her hair out! Stupido! arg!)

This feels like i'm going to have to pull an all-nighter eh? I swear, if you ever see me personally, you'll be surprised why i don't look human anymore. I'm like one of those living deadz. Except i'm still actually living and i'm not dead yet :P

CHANGE OF TOPIC

I started another story which i prolly won't be able to finish again... (thus, it's not posted on Fictionpress.com) oh! i wonder if my readers are angry at me for not updating for God knows how long. lol!
Sorry everyone, i just don't know how to continue MA anymore... maybe if you'll give me suggestions or drop a few comment i might update... who knows? *wink* (that's obviously a very subtle hint for you to drop me some reviews! :P i need motivations man!)
And then, lately, i'm wondering why do all my story revolves around unico iha's and iho's?
psh... nevermind. you don't really have to answer that question :P

preparing for hell,

Sayami
xxx

Yay! So today we went to the Brentwood Cathedral to see Father Stan Fortuna (my friends were joking about his last name, they kept saying "go tuna" XD), who is an american priest. He was in the world youth day (an event which i couldn't come, but wish i could) and he rap! XD

In case you are wondering, this is sort of like a school trip organized by our RE head teacher. The whole thing was loads of fun and I enjoyed the mass and the question and answer bit after.

Overall, Father Stan is really cool priest :) (he's a bit crazy about Pope John Paul, because Pope JP is really awesome! btw. he said this himself during the Q&A :P)

I got home from Brentwood at 9:45 pm and i had to do my chemistry and biology homework afterwards. Well, thankfully I finished all of them and is now writing on my journal :D

Anyway, I've packed a little bit for geneva but i'm still not finished. XD
I think i'm just got to do it tomorrow because i feel totally exhausted and you could actually see it from the way i'm writing now. >_<
With that, i'm gonna stop. G'night! :)

"What does LHC stands for?" Saya said, confused.
"well, it stands for the Large Hadron Collider." Yami replied, amused by Saya's confusion.
"What's it to do with this post?" Saya asked, irritated by Yami's short replies. She knew Yami's doing this on purpose.
"haha! well, the whole purpose of this post is for me to say how excited i am in going to Geneva to see the LHC."
Saya couldn't believe that her friend Yami was this excited for seeing a scrap of metal, "You. are. such. a. geek!"
"lol! don't get me wrong here, it's part of the wonders of physics :)" 
She raised her eyebrows, while Yami smiled at her, "What? wonders of physics, you say?"
"yep! exactly :)"
"Can you just stop giving me these stupid little answers? So, why exactly are you posting this?" Saya was getting impatient.
Yami got the cue and started to explain things to her friend. "ok! ok! chill! Well, it's a school trip. All of us doing A-level Physics are going to Geneva for four days next week. Of course, we're not there for fun. Well be attending some lectures and work too but we got the last day for ourselves. That's why I'm really excited! I could go shopping in Geneva!!!"
Saya finally understood why Yami was so excited in going on this trip, but nevertheless, she doesn't have any plan on taking her words back. She still think of Yami as a geek and nothing could change that.
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Ok! so that's that XD I just thought I was bored :P
Anyway, I'm gonna go to Geneva!!! yay!
As Yami had mentioned above, it's a school trip organized by the physics department. We're going to a research lab called CERN where the LHC is located. We'll be staying in Geneva for four days on a youth hostel or something... I'm not looking forward on the first three days of the trip. But I am looking forward for the last day because that's our shopping day :D

Ciao guys! G'night :)

I stayed behind for my Physics coursework this afternoon. I missed 5-hours of coursework lessons, due to my vacation to the Philippines and I am supposed to use this night and tomorrow night for catching up.

And so, I stayed. My experiment involves light and sensors and an electric motor and things thus, obviously, I need a dark room to do my experiment properly. So, imagine, me alone in a dark room, a skeleton in a leather coat and a black hat, one little lamp, the purr of three power supply and a desserted science building.

haha! it was really scary but i got no choice. I stayed there for 1 hour, well, actually... I was only alone for about 30 minutes or so. One of my friends who was also doing physics stayed behind with me to finish some calculations and graphs. When she was there, all the doors was closed but when she went home... the scaredy cat that i am, left the door that connects to the other room open, which, btw is also empty... still, that open door gave me courage to stay behind in that dark room without running away. XD

I still haven't finished my coursework data gathering because my professor, who was supposed to teach me how to use a CRO, had a meeting. Therefore, I couldn't use the CRO and has to resort to a multimeter, which was useless... it wasn't sensitive enough to catch the change in voltage of the circuit.

So this is a story I wrote longhanded while on the plane. It is a sad one and I thought, it will be nice to write it to relieve my boredom. I wonder why I keep on writing sad stories...
I was sitting on a terrace together with my beloved. Hands together, as we watch our grandchildren play tag in our sun-kissed garden. Everything was so perfect and I was afraid that it was just a dream. If it is, please don't ever wake me up.

( Click here to read more )

Till now, my child... Till now, as I took my last breath in this old room, lying on my deathbed, I am waiting. I would like to see your face, even for just a second... for a last time. But i knew, that that was also an impossibility, you ungrateful child! I love you!

I hope you are well and living a life you deserved. That is the greatest gift you could give me... and that, is also my last wish. I'm sorry, son. I wish I was a better mother.

Once again, I'm back to the UK...

I miss Philippines already...

My trip went very quickly and it was nice going back home. I just don't like the plane rides... It's too long and uncomfortable. (14 hours)

(I can't think of anything to write.)

We arrived at the Philippines at the evening of the 17th (February). My first complain, this was in the airport right after we arrived, we were walking to the baggage claim: Ang hirap huminga! (It's hard to breathe!)
Strange? well, It really was hard to breathe, for me atleast, it was really humid and the air was thick. I got used to the weather after I slept.

So, the funeral, we took a taxi from the airport to my Tita's (Auntie's) house, to drop off our baggage. I changed my shirt and right after, headed to the funeral chapel. I didn't get my much needed sleep until 2-3 am in the morning.

The next day, we showered and dressed at my tita's house then headed to the chapel again. The day ended at 3 am.

Then the same thing happened the day after that, but I stayed at the funeral chapel. It was a very uncomfortable sleep. That afternoon, we buried my lola and well, I wept--a lot.

The week after, we rented a private pool to have a family day out. Went to some malls (i went to MOA!) and bought some souvenirs and other stuffs.

Then this friday, went to the airport at 3 of the morning for a plane to Hong kong, where I saw Manny Pacquiao. He was also in the plane I was in. We arrived at London at 2:30 pm and got back home at 8 of the evening. I blacked out at my bed right after that. XD

First of all, Happy Valentines to those who have one, and Happy Single Awareness day to us who don't XD

Well, anyway, although it is valentines day, it feels just like any other day for me *sigh* Is that a good thing or bad?
Despite that, I had fun this day :)
Me and my sister went shopping to buy stuff for our upcoming visit to the Philippines. It was a little tiring and the stuff we bought are quite heavy but nevertheless, I still enjoyed it.

As a little sideline, here's a bit of a story update:
I currently took a break from writing and reading for that matter, and my story Marriage Arrangement is on hold. If ever, I do finish a chapter or two in my hiatus, I will post them. 

I. am. going. back.
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Cut!

haha! let's throw my dramatics in the bin, shall we?

Yes, you heard it I am indeed going back. To where? To my home country, Philippines!

Yep! It has all been confirmed. :D
As excited as i may sound, i won't be going there for vacation... (well, maybe a little fun would be alright... :P)
The real reason for this unexpected trip to the Philippines, is my grandmother's funeral.
There has been a lot of complications because she died in America and they (my aunts and uncle) wanted her body to be buried in the Philippines and so, there was even a point wherein i thought I wouldn't be able to come (school and all). 
Thankfully it all worked out.

I'll be flying out of England on the 16th of February and will be arriving in Manila at the 17th of February. Currently, I'm trying to prepare myself for a 14-15 hour flight and well, packing stuff, of course. (but, maybe not just yet... i still got a full week ahead of me. I might leave the packing bit later :P)

It's a new year (that's prolly getting old but hey! it's still january!) so i think a new theme is needed.
I didn't make my theme of course just sort of found it in the custom pre-made ones.
It's nice and simple and easy for the eyes.

have a nice weekend everyone!

Hi! missed me much?
Prolly not. Anyway, it has been a week or more since i last posted an entry -- i think -- so here am i again doing one. It's just the usual, you know, what's happening around me and things... ok... i'm rambling. Why am I rambling? Maybe because i just read a story where the character always rambles and it rubbed on me? Ok. Stop. Yea. Stop. Shut up.

Moving on, I feel drained and it's just the middle of the week. 2 more days to go before the weekends! I wish it's already friday tomorrow!
Why friday? well because i could sleep in and not wake up till 12 pm. ha ha! yes, i'm not a morning person. I'm more active at night... nocturnal, maybe? I think that's what they're called.

Anyway, story, story, story... I feel like giving up on it!
Honestly! But, no. It just so happen that i so love my characters that i can't give up! hah! real, good. real, good myself!
Although, I'm probably hurting the brains of the people -- who actually do read my story -- because of my super-duper crappy writing!
Deal with it! =P
Ok. That probably, is not the nicest thing to say, I must be glad that they are putting up with me and giving me comments XD
Yea, i take that back. Thank you for those who are reading my story, you all are loved!
You don't believe me? You are! really! here have some cookies :)
I really have no idea where this story is going to take me and just to be clear, i'm just doing this for fun and maybe to improve my english? coz it's really crappy i tell you! aAnd by the way, I meant my english there. Not my story, because i'm actually happy with my story, even though my english is so crappy. (oooh! happy, story and crappy rhymes!)

Well, I just wish i can finish this story and that my love for my characters will keep me going. 

Why? oh why? am i writing like this? why? I blame that awesome story i just read! ha ha! i sound ridiculous! and this post just seem too random! I shall end this now before I make you all go crazy! lol! - as if that could happen! 

P.S here's a link for my story: (welcome to the dark side!) 
I just wanted to try saying that XD